I’d been cross-dressing for over a year, and getting out in public some, but I’d never gone anywhere but the grocery store to do anything that was just part of life in drag. I don’t consider myself a transexual. I have what I like to think of as a “mixed sense of identity. I prefer to be taken, but not by men, though that could be because I never got anywhere with one who wasn’t punishingly obnoxious. Today, I was taking my first chance at Dr Lee’s course on teaching reading to school children, hoping to be taken, in the end, by Dr. Lee herself. She reached over to swat my but with a file folder as she closed the door behind her. “So, what do we call you?”
“Nicole, please.”
“Nicole, take off that sweater drape and give us a twirl. You owe us that after disrupting class by arriving late. I unbutton my gray sweater to reveal a leopard print miniskirt and a pink blouse that stretched over my my brand new double-G fantasy breasts.
When I shake my ass for someone, which I seldom do, I always remember a girl I met years ago who advised to try to feel my hips when I danced. I’ve never seen it but it gets the absolutely best reactions. Some of the girls stifled laughter. One older student over forty blurted, “I don’t believe this shit.”
“How many of you would like to see Nicole as a woman every class?” The hands rose. “Strip and come with me, Nicole. The rest of the class too.” Dr. Lee led me down the hall toward the large lecture hall in the building. “I know you’re a whore. Quit pretending,” she whispered in my ear.
“I’m really not, Dr. Lee. I just flirt like one.
“Dr. Lee.”
“Mistress Lea. Sorry. I’m just very confused right now.”
“You’re going to fuck one of these boys in front of everyone.” I stopped and she turned to face me. “Do you understand how big your dick is?”
“No, women have said stuff but I have a friend with a good inch on me. Most porn stars have two.”
“Christ,” Mistress moaned. “You damned virgin.”
“I was raped.”
“By a man?
“A college wrestler. And then before that I was raped by a woman in my sleep, Mommy. I woke up when I came. It was so hers. I just couldn’t have respected her for it otherwise.”
“Let’s get you back into your clothes. And call me Lea or Mistress. The word fits the situation, but it frightens me and hurts a bit. I want to fuck in your parent’s bed. I can’t take it. I want your dad to walk in just as you throw your mom’s pillow to the floor and then your sissy fuckhole begins to squirm and spasm and you scream and babble in pleading tones while your useless girl clit floods the bedspread with semen and urine.”
I glanced over at Dr Lee. She was smiling casually as though we were discussing the quickest way to the faculty parking lot.
She motioned me in with a kiss. As soon as her tongue entered my mouth, I moaned and my penis twitched to life. “Oh, holy fuck,” she said when we broke our kiss and she looked down at it. “Change of plans. Start checking to see if we can find an unlocked door. I don’t want to screw in the bathroom. The door to a glass room where with a movie being played closed automatically behind us. We’d come full circle, back to the auditorium. Lea dragged me up the stage. “Nicole, I’m going to suck your dick right now in front of all these people. What does that make me?” she asked as she fell to her knees between the projector and the screen. “Well?”
“I love you.”
“I know. You will for a few weeks. I have two children at home. It’ll never be what you want it to be, what you need. I’m doing so much more to you than sucking your dick, and that makes me guilty and fearful. But you simply do not understand how badly I need to feel you cum inside me.”
My dick was obviously the biggest she ever sucked. It passed over the back of her mouth, down her trachea. She gasped and gagged as I fucked her face. Three of her fingers were tapping on my thigh but I knew that she didn’t ever want it to stop. Finally, the head of my penis slipped past her windpipe into her throat and she became a passive cocksucker. She breathed contentedly through nostrils while swallowing to massage my dick and running her tongue in circles around the shaft, and I plunged into her throat again add again. The smell of pussy in the air was unmistakable. My mistress was jerking off.
“Finger your pussy really good for me while you suck my dick like any good mother would.”
Dr Lee mewled with pleasure, sending vibrations through the head of my penis. She reached around to hold my ass cheeks. I was two strokes away but some Mistress didn’t lance my balls with her dick for five more excruciating minutes, so loving and gentle until my hot cum could run out of me like a faucet. “Thank you, Nicole.” She stumbled to her feet. “Something about sucking dick really turns me on.” She smiled like a child and began fumbling out of her clothes. “Do you want to nurse until you get hard again?”
“I thought you were going to fuck me.”
“Fine. You, you, and you,” she said, pointing. “Get up here and take turns fucking Nicole.”
I smiled at the first as he approached me. “You can shoot your load if you want to, Babydoll. I’d kind of like it if you did.” His dick twitched and fired jets of cum. I turned to Mistress Lea and rolled my eyes. She kicked me.
“My office, Nicole. Get your damned overnight bag.” She traipsed up the aisle. “The door will be locked, so you have to talk your way in.”
“I’ll need to do makeup.”
Mistress groaned. “Use the third floor restroom. And leave my apparatus in your bag. I’ll be down for it later.”
I tried to take my time to look good for her. When I tapped at the door and chirped, “Cleaning, Mistress,” I thought I heard her chair roll quickly across the floor. “What’s the magic word?”
“Cuntslave?” I ventured.
“Couldn’t it be ‘A Momentary Lapse of Reality.'”
“No,” I corrected her. “I’m pretty sure it’s cuntslave.”
The door opened to Dr. Lee sitting in her chair, gazing up at me. She had a ten and a half inch erection, covered in Vasoline. I moved towards the sofa, but she gestured me to her desk. I sat on the edge and leaned back. My mistress lifted my legs and spread them.
“Hold, baby. I need to get you ready.”
She took fingerful after fingerful of Vasoline from the jar and pressed it inside me as best she could. Then, with her index and middle finger, she stretched me as wide as I would go until I relaxed. She repeated this three or four more times. “Would you like to do this now?”
“Yes, Mistress. Please, Mistress. Fuck my ass. Fuck it good.”
Lea smiled and, oddly nodded, before taking my ankles from my hands. I moved the to part my ass for her. She sunk in with one long stroke. “Finally,” my body gurgled like bubbly water, the word rising up through me and out of my mouth. “You know I don’t like it any other way, Mistress.”
“I bet you like it harder, Nicole. And faster. Play with your clit, darling.” He face was a mask of joy, not of concern and concentration as with the other women who had fucked me. This was the release for her that it was for me. I began twisting the head of Mistress Lea Lee’s penis and began shrieking immediately. My body bucked and thrashed till a stream of piss and cum drizzled from me. “Keep at it. You’ll be rewarded. Trust me.”
“Oh, fuck, Mistress. I love god damned cock like I love bending over for hours of bliss while you fuck me. How does it feel to claim my ass? How does it feel to know you can have it whenever you want, any which way you want. Your little sissy knows you love taking me. He knows because nothing could stop you, right now, could it? Nothing could stop you from fucking that monster dick into my undulating fuck tunnel. Give it to me good, Mistress. Make me yours. Make me yours. Make me your bitch!”
Mistress knocked my hand away and took a solid grip on her penis and began to masturbate it. “When you understand that you’re mine, that no part of you is held back, that your every wish and every desire is mine to grant or deny or toy with you with. You only even find worth in the world for me to control that worth. I am very truly your Mistress. I am everything. Your body, mind, heart, and soul are slaves to your need for me, for my dick in you.” Her hand abruptly slowed to a crawl on my seven inch penis that wouldn’t grow hard as she pounded my sissy slut cunt hole as hard as she could. Mistress Lea rotated me and began pushing me up a corner formed by two walls with her jack-hammering fuck strokes. She placed her knees on the edge of the desk and I locked my ankles behind her neck.
“Didn’t my mommy raise a hot little piece of ass for you?”
She didn’t answer. “Who am I?”
“Mistress, Goddess, God,” My face fell flat with terror as I spoke the last word.
“Who are you?”
“I’m yours, Mommy. I’ve always been yours. I’ve loved you my whole life. You’re everything.” My tongue was lolling out of my mouth and my head was down and to the side. “Fuck dick. Me whore. Want it. Want it, God.”
“Do you understand?”
I nodded, horrified, and ejaculated. “I truly know what it means to belong to you, Mistress.
