Mistress, I’m shaking with the desire to apologize. I realize I drowned you in a lot. If it scared you, I’m sorry. I won’t ask you to overlook it because that’s likely impossible, and also because all of it was genuine. And, yes, something of a taste of what would happen in real life. It would not be an error in judgement but simply something I could not help. I could limit it to phone messages or emails, could even be cute about promising not to write more than five emails, but I would have to write them because I’d want you to know how I was feeling because it would be so wonderous to me. So, if you downloaded the stream — it doesn’t look like anyone watched much of it — you have some idea of how I feel. If you haven’t seen it but read this, you really should watch a bit of it. I’m not so nervous now. I’m aglow with love for you and turned on that I’ll always be yours. I decided in the last month that I need to make an effort to lose weight. I’m acting on it too.
